My life, My Lullaby


My Lullaby, awake but dreamin through life

A fallen mind, driven to the darker side

My Lullaby, innocence and evil collide

An empty life​


Life has passed, without living

Now I'm aware, and I feel the weight


Opportunities lost, in a mindless daze

Alive, but not awake

No stone cast
Or judgement made
Just grace bestowed

Healing hands
Of your mercy
My heart is whole

Battles fought
Battles won
I cry no more

So I thank you.
So I thank you.
For all that you’ve done

Devil teases wants what he can get

Wakeful sleeper blindly lets him in

making decisions without using my head

My life, My Lullaby


My Lullaby, awake but dreamin through life

A fallen mind, driven to the darker side

My Lullaby, innocence and evil collide

An empty life


Devil tempts you, to walk the wrong road

Again he taunts you, your innocence his one goal


Devil teases wants what he can get

Wakeful sleeper blindly lets him in

​Making decisions without using my head

This life
Is broken
There's no way...out
Cause I can't defy the demons

Sweetness
Then everything turned sour
I lost my way

Beauty
Now stolen
A price to pay
For choices made
That I can't justify


Desperate times

​Desperate days

The highway to Hell
The road most taken
Reached for my angel
The darkness faded

My heart is open
Power courses through my veins
I’m forgiven
I walk the valley
With everything to gain
No fears to weaken
I am forgiven


​Fire and brimstone
Now forgotten
Surrender the fight
And be delivered

Oh, bow down
Plead for release
From them

He sees right through me, but doesn't tease
I stand here naked. There's no escape
Fear and hope dance through my shattered mind
All of this from an angel's eyes

And now I...
And now I am His
Angel eyes that master me


The gaze of the angel pulls me in
Fights the darkness lying beneath my skin

​What kind of war is this?

Temptation
Will greet you
It's seeking you out
Your weakness
Will lead you
Along the path where the villains dwell

Your actions are leading you blindly
You sin,
But you don't recognize it

You know the Devil is calling you out
He's calling you out


These demons
These demons
They always bring me down

You're wretched
Fallen
Stuck by the Devil's side
Your demon's
Come a callin'
Take you place on the Devil's ride

Have mercy!
Have mercy!

You're wretched
Fallen
Stuck by the Devil's side
Your demon's
Come a callin'
Take you place on the Devil's ride

You're wretched
Fallen
Stuck by the Devil's side
Your demon's
Come a callin'
Take you place on the Devil's ride

Your courage
Defeated
You see no way out
In anger
You greeted
the savage fiend you know so well

Your dreams have been lost to your demon
Unclean
You're broken. You're bleedin'


I was fallen
I was wasted
Broken and torn

Filled with greed
Black desire
My soul was at war

Then I called out
When I called out
You healed my pain

I am a sinner
But I confess
I cry no more
‘cause I am blessed

Take me
I'm yours
Let me
Beyond the Gate

This soul
It needs
To go
Beyond the Gate

Look up
An angel waiting
A new beginning
A soul worth saving

Reach out
I AM calling
I will lead you
To the Promise Land

He sees my stain, but makes me clean
Sees my strength, but makes me weak
Brings me down
Lifts me up
I'm nothing
I'm nothing; I'm everything!

And now I...
And now I am His

Angel eyes they master me
Oh, bow down
Plead for release
From them


​Angel eyes they master me

​Chains broken by your hand
You take in the guilty man
Now I rest in your embrace
Now I am forgiven

1) ALONE I LIE

2) MY LULLABY

3) DEFY THE DEMONS

4) THE DEVIL'S RIDE

5) SADNESS

6) PSALM 23

Sleep
Is my only escape
Wait for oblivion


Time
Sucks out life as I lie
Alone now
I am friendless

Match alight
I lit the fire
Burning bridges

Bit the hand
That leads to home
To feed my weakness

Broken friendships
And endless lies

Walked away
With no goodbyes
Alone I'm dyin'

{Guitar solo}

Faults overtake me
No strength to contain them
My dreams for a good life
No will to attain them
No consequence heeded
I'm friendless and nameless
Alone I lie
In this
Bed of my making

Thank you. Thank you
For this resting place

I was fallen
I was wasted
Broken and torn

Healing hands
Of your mercy
I cry no more

Battles fought
Battles won
You healed my pain

So I thank you
So I thank you
For this soul that you’ve saved

7) KINGDOM

8) IN YOUR SILENCE

9) ANGEL EYES

10) FORGIVEN

11) I CRY NO MORE

​12) BEYOND THE GATES

A life of sin and greed, weighs heavy on my mind

Then Gabriel appeared to fight a battle for my life

He said


Come, come in

​Your soul wants for forgiveness

​Come feel the breath of God

And live


But I can't forget these things I've done

My malignant soul be damned


Oh the Kingdom of Heaven, won't let me in

​The guilt I feel won't purge me of my many sins


I'm lost to the Kingdom

​Deserving of disgrace

Reap the harvest
Of every vice

Piper called
I paid the price
Alone I'm lyin'

Alone I lie
Alone I lie
Alone I lie

Oh this sadness, it's just madness

I can't let it go

Oh in the silence, of this sadness

Where dreams don't go


And I don't know what to do

And I don't know that to say

To make this sadness go away


And my heart has been pulled in

By the shades that sorrow brings

To these scars of pain


​Oh whoas


It's in these shadows

​That sadness takes its hold

I am a sinner
But now I’m whole
Black to white
I cry no more
I am a sinner
But I confess
I cry no more
Cause I am blessed

Feel the warmth of your embrace
See the light of your bless’ed face

Thank you. Thank you
For this soul you saved

So I thank you
So I thank you
For this soul that you’ve saved

I thought I was too far gone
Believing the Devil’s song
Snatched from a burning fate
By the gift the angel gave
Chains broken by your hand
You take in the guilty man
Now I rest in your embrace
Now I am forgiven

My heart is open
Power courses through my veins
I’m forgiven
I walk the valley
With everything to gain
No fears to weaken
I am forgiven

But He will fight
While you keep silent
He will fight
While you sleep

In your silence
And in your trust
You will find Him

Didn't see the light
That I'd hoped would guide you
Didn't see the light
Cause you were blinded

You were swept away...
You were swept away...
until you cried out...

Take me
I'm yours
Let me
Beyond the Gate

I'll go
You lead
This soul
Beyond the Gate

Take, take
For me alone
Alone I'm lyin'

Cut the cord
The weak will fall
Alone I'm dyin'

Faults overtake me
No strength to contain them
My dreams for a good life
No will to attain them
No consequence heeded
I'm friendless and nameless
Alone I lie
In this
Bed of my making

As I walk this valley
I see no evil
Celestial voices call my name
"Your soul is needed."

Your twisted path made straight
This road to guide you
Eternal bliss awaits
The final resting place
For your so-ooooo-oul. 

With hope before me
Despair behind
I've walked through the shadows
Into the light

Take me
I'm yours
Let me
Beyond the Gate

INSTRUMENTAL

What kind of war is this?
Cause now I am His 

Angel eyes that master me
They bring light
And hope
Eternal

I'm lost to the Kingdom


Oh the Kingdom of Heaven, won't let me in

The guit I feel won't purge me of my many sins


I'm lost to the Kingdom


These chains of sin and greed

No force will unbind

So Angels battle with my sins

As I battle with my mind

To walk among the damned

​In this unholy place

Or seek forgiveness for my sins

​And accept his holy grace​

I'll go
You lead
This soul
Beyond the Gate

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Walked with the Fallen
Then lifted up

Take me
I'm yours
Let me
Beyond the Gate

I'll go
You lead
To life
Beyond the grave

A precious thing, a hopeful dream

And then it's gone, it's too late


Life has passed, without living

Now I'm aware, and I feel the weight


Opportunities lost, in a mindless daze

Alive, but not awake


My Lullaby, awake but dreamin through life

A fallen mind, driven to the darker side

My Lullaby, innocence and evil collide

An empty life


Born for freedom, your right to possibility

But life's temptation, your soul is bleedin

Your silence and trust is your strength
Your silence and your trust is your strength
Your silence and your trust is your strength

You're your own worst enemy
You cast away from me
Had light, but loved the dark
You speed to your own grave

Your own worst enemy
You cast away from me
Had light, but loved the dark
That leads to your doom

Desperate lies
Medicate my way
Everything is fine


Wasted
And broken
Shooting stars to pass the time
No will to just defy
Cause I can't defy my demons

Desperate times
Desperate days
Desperate lies
Medicate my way
Everything is fine

I'm lost to the Kingdom

Unworthy of his grace


No rest for the wicked

​In this unholy Godforsaken place

Look back
A life beginning
A life worth living
You know belonging

First steps
And then you're falling
Cause Satan's calling
Deceived you follow
 
Didn't see the light 
Didn't see the light
Cause you were blinded
 
You were swept away...
You were swept away...
until you cried out...